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✦ rory ✦

18 [may 5]he/it/they/rot
gay [mlm]transmasc nb

✦ byf ✦

I don't remember things very well, please tag car crashes + abuse + christmas, softblock to unf, if I post anything weird just ignore it

✦ dni ✦

basic dni criteria (homophobe, racist, pedo, etc.), proship, ("NO")MAP, you kin any of my selfhoods

✦ kinlist ✦

selfhood nagito komaeda, lain iwakura, rory mancer (yiik)
high id lost silver, hime-cut girl (saki sanobashi/go for a punch), sora (sdra2), sabitsuki (.flow), melissa (nes godzilla creepypasta)

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✦ interests ✦

video games danganronpa, doki doki literature club, yume nikki + fangames, re:kinder, omori
animanga serial experiments lain, oyasumi punpun, higurashi, boogiepop phantom
tv squid game, gravity falls, twin peaks
misc. args/unfiction, programming, horror

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In Loving Memory Of
Rory Turing
May 5th 2001 - December 24th 2019

Rory Turing was born to an invisible woman and a man who hates me yet claims the opposite. He died on christmas eve when a drunk truck driver came swerving off the side of the road and accidentally hit him. He just wanted to make his boyfriend, Apollo, happy on that day. he just wanted to see him smile.

Dear God, please rest his very soul.

he wanted him to be happy.

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i hope he's happy

where the hell are you? I've been looking for you for two years. I want to move on. I want you to move on. ever since 2019 I've just wanted to say goodbye for one last time. that's all I've ever wanted. where the fuck are you, Apollo? Please. I'm not mad. I'm just worried. Where did you go? Are you even on the internet anymore?

please just dm me if you see this. I've been worried sick. are you dead? ...

just tell me where you went. I won't be mad, I promise. please just tell me. please.

I can't be happy until I move on. so please. help me.
help me be happy.

...are you listening? hello?
please answer me. I've been stuck here for two years.

I just want to say goodbye. that's all I want.
where are you, Apollo?

where are you?

rawry <3
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-December 22, 2019-

4:56am
goddammit. it's happening again.

4:56am
why does it always happen so late at night..

4:57am
I'm here.

4:57am
What's going on?

4:57am
the flashbacks. they're happening again.

4:57am
I want to kill myself I want to kill myself so fuckign bad

4:58am
It's okay. Just breathe.

4:58am
They can't hurt you anymore. He can't hurt you anymore. You moved away from them. They're long gone.

4:58am
I km,now but what.if they find me.,

4:58am
I can still feel my dad beating the absolute fuckgign shit out of me

4:59am
it hurts it hurts it ed hsurt

4:59am
Please don't hurt yourself,

4:59am
just

4:59am
Here, try using this.
breathing_exercise1.gif

4:59am
I'm sorry. I'm really sorry I can't help you right now. I'm very tired right now.

4:59am
nno its okay i understand

5:00am
im ssorry too I juust reallyt needed to vvent to someone about tthis

5:11am
,,I think it's working.

5:11am
the gif you sent me.

5:11am
yeah its working a lil.. thank oyou apollo

5:12am
im sorry for texting you this late at night,, you can check this in the morning I don't care you need sleep as much as I do

5:12am
goodnight ilyyyy